January 17, 2008

...roller coaster...of love

...it's been one of those weeks -- a roller coaster of emotions that has drained me to the core. WHAT?! it's only thursday?! you have to be kidding...

...no surprise to anyone, a large part of my stress right now is coming from the impending wedding that may or may not happen sometime in 2008. i say may or may not, because as of this moment: there is no date, there is no church, there is no reception site...

actually, in retraction to that statement -- there IS a date and ceremony location; however, as it was a done deal last night, today it has been trashed. sooo...back to the drawing board and ernie goes to cry.

it's not all bad, you know...there are moments of great happiness. of course, those make the moments of sadness even more harsh. i've stopped wanting to get excited, and that's just not the right attitude.

so pray for me, oh readers of ernie's lab -- pray that i'll get some perspective and figure out how to handle these problems that get shot my way. pray that i can smile through the stress...

...most of all: pray that i don't kill an innocent bystander for asking what my wedding date is. :)



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